Hurt

It hurts
It hurts alot
but i am not bleeding
i am not scratched
I am not bruised
For what hurts
is my heart

It is a pain hard to describe
For something is gripping my heart
tighter by the sec
my world is turning dark
Is this how a heart breaks
is this what they call a broken heart

For i heard u say my name
but u were speaking to him
Then i realized thats what u used to call me
and now that name belongs to him

But its funny
for my heart was ahead of my brain
because it had already started to hurt
when i heard u say that name

The name that used to belong to me
though i dint like it at first.
But i soon came to love the sound of it
for i could hear ur heart say i love u
before the word was ever spoken between us

So with just a name
my world is not the same
for i know what it means
it means the end of u and me

With the knowing
comes sadness
With the sadness 
comes pain
And with the pain comes something unexpexted
For when i feel my face there are tears
Letting the world know
though u cant see my heart hurt
It is still broken and bleeding
hoping that this pain
it never has to feel uhgin

Like the Ocean

Love is like the ocean
And we are just stones
Carried by the river of like
Into this no mans zone

There is no up and down
Just endless waves crashing around
Unsure u are in this place
For its depths
Can't be understodd by man
So that's why they call it fate

The fate of all stones
To flow into this place
Always wishing to go b to the rivers of like
For there we could navigate

Because here
There is no rym or reason
Just a unexplained feeling
That pulls u into its depths
Sometimes letting u come up for air
Sometimes leaving u out of breath

But like the sea
Its beauty is so much more then what we can see
And though its dangerous at times
The danger is just one aspect of its magnifigence
And though its painful at times
We need pain to tell us we are alive
So to be truly alive
We need love

Pinocchio Maybe

There once was a boy
Maybe not a boy
for he was created 
from wood like a toy

Toy like he might have been
but in his heart human he wanted to be
for he had a soul
and wanted to be real so badly

This toylike boy met a girl
And she was real as can be
This one was special
For she even made is wooden heart skip a beat

U might not think a toy can be in love
But just by being himself
He had already done
what wasnt supposed to be

So this wooden boy
fell in love with a girl
But happly ever after
was not ment to be

He thought she felt the same at first
But something came in between
and before he knew it she was gone
his one chance to be happy

SO now he is left with regrets and a maybe
Maybe if he was a real boy
A second chance
he would have with she

Addiction

Thoughts of u are all i have
from the moment of first sight
to the moment i saw u in my dreams last night

U have intoxicated my mind
for when im with u i have a high
but when ur away i feel unwell

This addict like existence brings me hell
for though i get a taste of heaven every once in a while
that taste is rare

Leaving me with broken days
and sleepless night
For i cant think
and i cant sleep
I fiend for u to be in my sight

My mind begins to hallucinate
i see u every where i turn
be it left or right

I try to fight
for i realize
ive become addicted to ur sight

So i distance myself
i act cold when u say hi
when im in ur presence
i do whats wrong instead of whats right

Its like im someone new
not the same person who u knew
for u have caused Dr. Jeckel to create a Mr.Hyde
to get over the addiction which is you

For Her

Show her

Show her this feeling is real
And not just words u say

Show her ur smile
for when she smiles u smile
because she brightens ur day

Show her this is not a game
for your serious about her
and dont want to play

Tell her

Tell her your feelings
not with just with words
but the lil things u do every day

Tell her she is beautiful
Not just because its true
but because its the word ur heart wishes to say


Tell her what she means
because sometimes feelings arent enough
and thats when words come into play

Call her

Call her
Not just to talk
but to tell her u miss her when shes away

Call her
Not just because u like her around
but because u love to hear what she has to say

Hold her
For if u dont
another might take her away

Hold her
because when shes in ur arms
ur world is safe

Finally Thank her
for though she stole ur heart
she gave u hers in replace

Say what u have to say
do what u have to do
because in ur heart
she is someone who cant be replaced

Perfection

Simply amazing 
is what u are
They say nothing is perfect
but there u are

As if God decided on perfection
for the first time
then destroyed the formula
because every other woman now looks flawed in my eyes

In this world 
there is no other
That makes me feel this complete
as when were together

Some would call that fate
as if a simple word
can describe what we have
The whole human language
could only try and fail
to word what we have

Because its beyond words
beyond explanation
beyond reason
Its just there

A living testament 
that anyone can find perfection
If they take the time
to look at and understand
a woman who is always there

You

A Jewel

A diamond in the rough
couldnt describe she
for she is a queen among diamonds
she is strong indeed

The object of so many guys wants
would be she
but unlike most diamonds
more then money u will need
for though she captivates the eye
she is not just another pretty thing

More like the prettest thing
u will ever see
With a mind to match
even a kings
for outspoken she will be
her own woman
who doesnt need u or me

But if she decides to chose 
you will be
the luckiest man alive
for u will have the queen among jewels
a diamond
for that is she